14. Ahosabai’s descent. Fuck me, the die just wants me to do the hard shit, huh. Fair.

Combining Archetypes for aesthetic/metaphysical vibe, Botanica for subliminal vibes, and Guanyin oracle (inverted) as the fail of self-compassion.

Grotto lighting and music to get into the right metaphysical plane.

I tried putting my bloodstone pyramid on the stone card and it fit eerily perfect, so from there I felt compelled to add symbolic objects and now feel as if I have performed powerful magic, really not used to this. I need to power through the last couple days with words, so I’m leaving the spread in place overnight to encourage myself to jump in tomorrow morning when I see the magic by sunlight. I really didn’t expect the spread to engage and pull up with so much trauma that I didn’t think was connected to this narrative, but it makes sense. Unearth the pain, the scar, and the story has teeth and life now.